This place is an anomaly it used to feel so big to me
But now it's small and miserable, at least you think it's comfortable
It's full of life it's full of death it's filled with hatred and regrets
The grass is brown the water's green and blood's been spilled on everything.
It may seem like I'm retired but you are all that I've desired
Haunted by the memory of everything that's happened here
Walls being broken boundaries crossed, cruel artifacts of families lost
Have been put back together and re-arranged, made whole again
But it's not the same.
It's not the same.
My work has been exception but I still sleep on the sectional
My worth is overestimated, maybe it's the same mistakes
I've made before and maybe more but who the hell is keeping score
This is just another way to pour my heart out and complain
That it's not the same
It's not the same.
My existence is a miracle, my eyes are filled with marigolds
And living's just a metaphor for something else that's through the door
A part time project, yes it seems there's something else outside of being attacked by knives and killed by lies
It's time somebody recognize that it's not the same
It's not the same.
It's always been a mystery the truth in your identity, where you come from, who you're with, where you've been, or what you've done.
It's in my psychology, it ages like geology, I'm running at a turtle's pace, I'm never gonna win the race cause it's not the same.
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